It is Tuesday afternoon. There is an oddly shaped bug chasing me around my office. The weather outside is not hot, but sticky, and a gray "film" covers the view to the hills. Smog? Overcast? All i know is that it hurts my eyes and makes me sad. I hate sticky weather and unblue skies. I would rather it be 40 degrees with bright blue skies than 70 degrees with hidden sticky hills. I may sing a different tune if i lived in Boston for any length of time, though.
The skies are what killed me in Washington, though. Not the constant rain or cold, but the fact that it was always overcast. I wouldn't mind 5 hours of rain if it broke and you could see a big blue sky.
I should go. but more thoughts on good juice later.
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Am not quite sure if this is how I contribute, so I will just comment. I feel you my friend about the whole gray issue but living here in Georgia I have few complaints about the smog and the blue skies have been abundant.
Ahh, I went on a hike yesterday with Rusty, mi perro (actually I took you there and we hiked a good 7 miles in about five or so hours, it started getting dark, you were wearing biker boots I bought in the Castro, I/we kinda thought we were lost for a minute...remember?!!!!) Well yes back to my hike: the leaves were falling like rain, the trails were covered with beautiful leaves in shades of yellow, gold, green, orange, red,and brown. I picked up at least 7 different leaves, (thinking I'd get crafty and make some stationary with Seth, didn't happen) and I know there were more.
The woods here are so peaceful. I didn't see anyone on the trails. I hiked with rusty and talked. At first i talked in my head, then it all started to come out. I love it outside in the woods, just me and my dogs. I will take Seth there soon but I just had to get some good, "let's walk straight up this hill, breathe, just keep movin shit," pardon me. If Seth came, it would have consumed more time; which is not bad I just needed to get some stuff out and walking in the woods heals and renews.
I feel great after that hike. Just me and Rusty. It's been some months since I visited Reflection Riding. I walk fairly often but haven't been doing the hiking thing like I once did. For different reasons ( I am sure your aware of most of them or one can use their imagination) I don't want to delve into right now. Yes my friend "GOOD TIMES"
My little man Seth is dreaming right now (I believe) and his dreams wake him up. He will fall asleep the start up with a lil cry! Oh mi oh my.
My eagle scout still hasn't called damn if he is a smart man who can recognize a good woman why in the wouldn't he call. Yes i have a baby boy but that can't be it. Oh well I not going to worry about it, I haven't been "worrying" but I definately have been thinking about him and his beatiful smile, his confident, yet humble and sincere manner, the conversations we had, oh his gentle touch and strong chest and arms and legs ahhhh i say to much on this thing who exactly will read this? Oh i don't care. He's worked with fat kids Mels, kids with ADD, he's a hiker, he owns his own portable saw mill company, he's waiting to hear about a job where he hikes/camps with kids in the woods. I was in love when he told me he was an eagle scout. But did we move to fast, ahh, get this!: I asked to stay the night at his place after numerous awesome Ashville North Carolina brewskis, but told him straight up "Lets just sleep, i don't want to do anything (except I wanted a firm bed to sleep on and I suppose I didn't want the night with him to end). It seemed like he needed to ensure we weren't going to get jiggy, for he stalled a bit and repeated what I said, "Just sleep," I replied again, "Just sleep." Ahh Melissa this quy has had issues with his weight. We somehow got on the issue, I was like what, and yeah he said the would get comments about being to slim (oh melissa fields this man is 6 foot 175 lbs of beautiful man oh he takes my breath away) Well we shared a beer outside my bro and Ryannes crib upon arriving
to their apartments. We sat outside talked about some movies, he then reached his right hand to my left knee and said "You ready for sleep?" Oh and I was, I nodded. He then ever so gently began caressing my knee. i reached with my left had and put it to his and felt his hand and fingers. We did not do much sleeping, some heavy petting tops. I didn't even think we would cuddle. But he asked before getting into his own sleeping bag (shut I love guys that sleep on beds in sleeping blankets oh huge turn on)if he could take off his shirt, I told him I don't care beacuse my bra was going to come off. No problem! I even had turned the zipper on my bag so it faced the outside ( you know more respect I not trying to get jiggy or anything). the next thing I remember he had me in his arms his hands toward the small of my back. Oh that was not part of the plan but oh I enjoyed it and invited a little more. I was interested in how much he weighed. I quessed it by asking him if I could pretty much fill him up, hahhahahahahahahahhehehhehehe.Well I first asked him if I could feel his chest, then his legs, and stomach, arms. I was five lbs off! Ahh we got pretty into it but he was sooooo gentle I mean it was beautiful Melissa. We didn't kiss ( weird?) At one point I wanted to real bad and I asked him if we would ruin it if we did, he replys with something like, "WE're supposed to be sleeping." Funny huh? Well anyway he hassn;t called. i aint trippin because his apt is going to be up for rent in Downtown Ashville (his mom owns the apt/house) and he told me its 300$ but he doesn't know for sure when he is going to have the other place hooked up/fixed and his apt. fixed up a lil as well but I told him i could get a job and definately swing 300$ a month for Seth and I our own little place. Exciting!!!
Oh man a cigarillo is callling my name but first I must icing my peanut butter choc brownie cookies, get on a jacket and hat oh yes and tell you how much I look forward to reading and sharing more with you! Send me your home address ( are you moving soon) and your folks/ Erins address porfavor oh yes and this eagle scout speaks some damn good spanish and loves traveling especially central america.
I love you sister melissa i miss you like wildflowers.
Peace love and happiness
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